rA!N-ism of the Day: Suck it up Buttercup

by rA!N

I keep wondering over and over again what I have done so badly in my life to deserve this. I know I havent always done the right thing, but I learn from my mistakes and I keep moving forward. I know I haven’t always been the best that I can be, the best wife, daughter, sister, friend….person. I have fucked up many times. I keep fucking up it seems. I can only come up with 2 conclusions as to why I keep getting pushed down. I dont deserve to be happy…or its karma. Karma for everything I have done. I guess which ever way you look at it, it all boils down to…I just deserve what I keep getting. Nothing but pain, heartache, disappointment, failure…and despair.

I had my chance…and now its having its way with me.

Suck it up buttercup

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